- your assignment is to write in this blog at least three times over the next week. The focus of the assignment isn’t to write grammatically correct compositions, but for you to write honestly about your feelings. Your writing can take one of many forms. Here are a few suggestions:
- Write a letter to someone you wish to talk to but can’t.
- Write a letter to yourself, saying the things you think you need to hear.
- Write a script between you and anyone else you’d like to talk to, imagining what the person might say to you when you tell them what’s on your mind.
- Write an account of your day, focusing on what’s bothering you or causing you stress and explore why it’s an issue and what you might try to better cope with it.
- Write a poem expressing your feelings.
- Write a story in which one of the characters expresses your feelings.
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eric hawthorn
my weekend was horrible!!!! this annoying chick wanted to stay at my house because of all the drama that is going on in that house. so she is like a slut in my eyes because of the fact that she flirts with all the guys. she literally kissed my cousin after he told her that he doesnt like her. the way that she walks is simply annoying as well. if you dont have a booty dont stick it out there cause then u goin to be walkin like a duck. geez…..she jus gets on my bad side. that saturday night she a lot of my guy friends came over to the house( yes there were adults in the house) and we was jus chillen and watching movies and having fun. tell me why this girl is all over mike (both our friend)and then try to jump on my cousin.
why act like a desperate little dog for a bone? the weekend got worse. on sunday i needed my cousin to spray paint my book bag for me ( still didnt get it back!!) grrr…. so its her my little brother B00MB0X AND MY LITTLE TWIN AND I. SO WE GO TO MY COUSIN HOUSE AND HE HAS TWO OF HIS FRIENDS OVER BECAUSE THEY WERE GETTING A TATTOO. SO SHE STARTS FLIRTING WITH THEM AND IM LOOKING AT HER LIKE THEY DONT LIKE YOU SO STOP TRYING TO BE SO CUTE. THANX TO HER WE ALL GOT KICKED OUT OF THE HOUSE BECAUSE SHE WOULDNT LEAVE MY COUSIN ALONE AND SHE KEPT ON YELLING. SO HIS MOM GOT FED UP AND TOLD US TO LEAVE. OOOO WELL THE NIGHT GOT BETTER I JUS LET ALL MY ANGER OUT BY TALKING TO MY MOM AND MY BOYFRIEND ABOUT HER. SHE DRIVES ME CRAZY AND I HATE DESPERATE LITTLE GIRLS.!!!!!
Dear Blah
Enough is enough I can’t take the college pressure and high school pressure any more. You guys won’t even let us breath. HELLOO we have lifes toooo. Can’t there be one weekend where I can just relax.
Everyday a teacher wants some type of college papers from us, HOW ARE WE SUPPOSE DO THAT WHEN WE CAN’T EVEN FINISH OUR SCHOOL HOMEWORK? This has to be the most annoying year ever.
On top of that everyday there always something you want want us to pay for. We’re going broke!! I try to manage everything but it’s soo imposssible.
Friends aren’t helping. There’s people being taken advantage of. Are you kidding mee What is going onnn!!!!?????
I get sick everyday because theres so much stuff on my mind. I hate it. I’m trying to deal with this but something tells me I’m gonna lose control.
I hate that theres weird people adding me on this website. What perverts!!!!
Goodbye
Love, Raddi
OK YESTERDAY AT WORK WAS CRAZY…..I MADE TIPS THOUGH =). bUT IT WAS STILL TIRING BECAUSE I GET OFF AROUND 10:05. BEFORE I GOT OFF ALL THE THINGS THAT THE BARISTA’S ARE SUPPOSED TO DO WAS LAID ON ME. WHY DO THEY ALWAYS DO THAT? THERE ARE OTHER BARISTAS THAT WORK BESIDES ME, BUT WHY DO I HAVE TO DO ALL THE WORK. OK SO NOW IM OFF AND I HAVE TO WAIT FOR MY MOM BECAUSE I FORGOT TO CALL HER TO COME GET ME. SO IM WAITING AND PLAYING TAP TAP REVENGE 2 JUST TO KEEP ME OCCUPIED.
I STILL HAVE HOMEWORK TO DO AND BY THE TIME I GET HOME ITS 10:45. SO NOW IM TRYING TO FIND THE ANSWERS TO THIS WORKSHEET PACKET BUT I DONT FIND ANYTHING. NOW MICHAEL JACKSON’S VIDEOS AND SINGING ALONG. NOW ITS 1:00. IM STILL UP TALKING TO MY SISTER AND AROUND 2 I START WASHING DISHES BECAUSE ITS MY WEEK. I STILL NEED TO FIGURE OUT WHAT COLLEGE IM GOING TO, STUDY FOR SAT NEXT WEEK. THIS IS TOO MUCH I WISH TO JUST BE AN OLD LADY AND RELAX AND BE DONE WITH ALL THIS STRESS.
i have a headache ! bye !
&&& !
THESE LADIES WITH CAMERAS, STANDING 3 INCHES AWAY FROM MY FACE ARE TAKING PICTURES OF ME AND THEY ARE CONTRIBUTING TO MY HEADACHE.
Mang,
you were just sitting next to me 5 seconds ago so i thought i’d directly write to you, especially since you just made me read your blogs.
about potholes and whining. well, im about to whine too. just a little.
So today i was doing my algebra homework, within 2 study periods and my lunch, so thats 3 periods in total. = 126 minutes. i did it thorougly, triple checked, wrote so neatly, and felt accomplished. i get to class 7th period, and apparently the entire class will recieve no credit it for it because of a few minor, yes MINOR errors. -_- and yes homework is graded. i just wasted 126 minutes of my life FOR NOTHING. that’s over 2 hours. i could have finished reading The Sun Also Rises, for english, in that time. -_- OR have finished other homework. anything productive.
blahh.
it’s rainy and i have to walk. im gonna get my eyebrows threaded shortly. i dread doing my eyesbrows. i always get cuts and it burns for the next 2 days.
the only thing that makes my day is that my mom is 7 months pregnant, and i love her being pregnant. shes like the perfect mother and acts even more loopy then she usually does. she just offered to leave work early catch a movie with me. like a mother-daughter date how cute. i’m corny i know. she then proceeded to tell me that she might be one of very few pregnant women i jail because she just threated to do something very illegal to my psychotic aunt.
of course, she’s exaggerating but she will kick some *** if she has to. i love her <3
oh and i’ve decided that my life is crazier than a novela. (spanish soap opera) for reasons that i can’t state here. that’s always nice.
- Nichole
so today was a really confusing weird and why did this day exist kind of day.
after skool i went to ny with alex we came bak within an hr which was good, but when i got home my mom threw me in the car and we went to brooklyn heights seems fine right? …wrong once we get to brooklyn my mom forgot that we had to stop in manhattan to pick up my little sisters guitar now you might think oh well thats ok just get bak in the the car and stop by the place and pick it up right?, nope. it was more like
Aruba’s mom-”hey ruba heres some money its raining and were in another borough and me and your sister have to do some work here in brooklyn so take the money and take the train and go bring your sisters heavy expensive guitar bak, and oh btw if anything happens to the guitar im going to ship you over to china so you can pay it of.”
Aruba-………..*blank stare
Aruba’s mom-” might want to hurry up the rain looks like its getting worse”
Aruba-……..
and mind you this conversation between me and my mom is happening all in persian so it sounds more like you better do it b4 i get all aladdin on you.
So now im in the car tired exhausted cold and my right hand hurts and i have a blister and there’s no tea at home and i wont be home till never :[
-aruba
One of my main problems that has been stressing me out lately is the fact that i would love to go to UCLA in cali for college but i cant. my parents dont like that fact that im going away to college to begin with let alone all the way to california. my dream since 8th grade was to go to UCLA but i cant quite find a way to convince my parents to let me travel to california. They come up with all the excuses like ohh what happens if u need to get back or stupid things like that. =/ idk i think im going to apply anyway and just tell my dad after. im probably not even going to get into the college anyway since it is one of the best schools in the US. .. we’ll see what happens
dear self,
It’s about time that you started getting your act togeth. You finally are taking this whole college thing seriously. Yay you. Don’t get down though just cause u have a billion other things to do including regular homework. And just try to calm down everyone knows you have the worlds shortest temper and that nearly everything will set you of on a spree of anger but try to stay calm this year. It may seem like a lot and lord knows there is a lot of stuff to do but you’ll get through it just take one step at a time. Good Luck
there for you always dc
i havent felt so stressed lately. i havent ran in a while and i am scheduling my surgery so my knee is better which i am glad about. all my college apps are out so all i need to do is wait for the reply, which makes me a little nervous but what can i do. homeowrk i havent been getting alot lately and im glad but i dont wanna jynx it but i am happy about it. life has been going pretty well so far and i like it
It’s wednesday … almost thursday, my favorite day of the week. and oh boy! we don’t have school on friday, which will give me ample time this weekend to do my college apps
i feel like that’s the only thing i talk about nowadays, but i just can’t help it because it’s the source of all of my stress 
Today was decent. I took a nap. I didn’t have any dumb quizzes or tests, but that will all change tomorrow. I have two quizzes in a row, but that shouldn’t make my day any less lovely.
Alessandra and I are dressing up as waitresses from the HIT TV SHOW ON HBO, true blood!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay! (btw, she says hi … and banana … bah-nah-nah).
But anyways, i got another one of those “think practically about college” lectures yesterday, and it just kills me to think that my dad STILL doesn’t approve of what i want to do with my life. ART SCHOOL IS NOT FOR PEOPLE WHO WILL AMOUNT TO NOTHING IN LIFE!
This is the only homework assignment i have tonight, thank goodness. maybe i can actually sleep tonight. what a joy that would be.
I should probably go so i can study for my history quiz now.
hi. it’s alessandra. i’m at devyn’s house.
we’re practicing drawing vampire bites on our hands for our halloween costumes
you’ll love them, if you watch true blood.
ok, bye
UGHHH just not really my week i keeo getting crunch by time i never seeem to have enough of it and then i have time and then its gone and nothing gets accomplished why is this so hard gah and then i forgot about blogging -_- so i decided hey maybe i should just rant about how this is just another thing i have to remember to do sry i’m still not so into the the commenting thing…. i wantd to write i poem the other day and i could find the words atleast we get a 3 day weekend :] excited very much so and the picture s today were akward jsut to put that out there and yea now i’m done and sry this writing doesn’t really help me atleast not that i can tell …
its me again.. this is my last blog for now.. im still stressed about homework and college as usual but what else is new.. this kid im talking to just basically threw me under the bus because i just found out that im getting a bam margera skateboard for christmas and i was excited so i told him and all he says hes not into skateboarding and insults me.. how nice =] i just love people sometimes -_- thats who i am and a ton of people love it.. if u dont then u have to deal with it because im not changing. :]
besides me being a little hurt about that im slowly becoming less stressed because im going to teach myself that im only going to pass out if i stress and i will get nowhere lol so from now on im going to be calm about things (that wont last long) but ill try … well let me get back to my homework =]
~ lisaaaa
Dear my dearly beloved RY,
So I’ve finally started 2 do something that I need 2 for college, but I’m not completely finished yet so I’ll be working on it. It’s so hard 2 do these stupid college thingys because I really don’t know how 2 describe myself! =(
Yea I know that’s kind of bad, but hey I’m like that. So anyway, besides that I think I finally decided what I’m gonna do for S.M. but now I’m worried about what song to dance to. *sigh* I’m always confused about something. Why can’t I just have a week to not be confused?!!? It’s not fair I don’t like being confused -_- Yea I know you’re probably laughing at my stupidity over my confusion, but I don’t care because I can’t change that. I still have to do homework man T_T I hate work, I wanna go to sleep. So yea, I’m gonna go do homework now *sigh* ok bye bye for now >.-
Dear journal,
Yesterday was not a very fun day. The rain was horrible and jus made me even more tired. I was also late again! the school day went by really slow. It was one class after another. When school was over i was happy to get a ride home since it was pouring! It definately beats taking the bus. I havent slept well for the past three days so yesterday after school I took a really long nap. I woke up still tired but realized I had forgotten to do my project. So i got dressed really quickly went to the store hung out with my bestfriend and boyfriend for a bit and got coffee. After that I went home and my boyfriend helped do my project. It got done a lot faster. He went home and i decided to go to sleep. I woke up at 3 am because i had a nightmare and was really frightened. The worst part of it was my mom wasn’t home so I just layed in my bed. The dream had really freaked me out because I felt like I had a fever and I got really cold but there was nothing wrong, and I felt like I couldn’t move my legs and arms. I was going to call my mom but I knew she was sleeping. Eventually i had fallen back asleep.
Jaynee <3
dear mr. hawthorn,
since technically this is the last day to blog for the assignment i guess i’ll write to you. i’m currently in my 4th period study sitting next to aja who doesn’t know what she is, maybe you should help her with that. lol.< hopefully burnett can bring his best stuff and we win the whole thing in the next few. some guy said the phillies will take it in 5, whatever . oh, wait i’m ranting aren’t i. i’ll stop i know you like soccor. but i’ll finish the yankee thing off with this, im hoping theyll win it in 5 or atleast 6 but in october baseball, anything can happen. if they don’t win i have no i dea what i’ll do with myself. 9 years since the last one, and its been long enough lets make it 27 this year.
ok i’ll stop there, but this blogging really helped me vent the feelings im willing to vent. i feel sorta less stressed now. so thanks for assigning this. technically i just thanked a teacher for hw…wow, doubt thatll ever happen again but, byeeee.
So I still need to finish my college applications and everything and I’m stressing about that. I had probably the hardest AP History quiz today and I basically failed. But on a good note, it’s Thursday and we don’t have school tomorrow so that means it’s a three day weekend and I have a lot of time to do college apps and all that good stuff over the weekend. Boys are dumb. They make everything so complicated. College and boys are too stressful. I wish I didn’t have to deal with college stress but oh well, the sooner I get it done, the sooner the stress is over. I have to go finish some homework so bye.
I didn’t do my College Algebra homework yet but since today is Day 6, it’s my skip day. The only problem is that I don’t understand math. It’s really frustrating and sometimes, I think it’s pretty pointless. I’d rather read and write than find i sqaure root of negative four. I think imaginary numbers are extremely pointless because they don’t even exist! But, anyway I’m doing better in math now than I was in the beggining of the year. I try my hardest on my tests and quizzes and do all of my homework. Speaking of my homework, I should probably go start that now.
Caress,
I hope he realizes I won’t be waiting forever. If he’d like to throw nine months away, he’s more than welcome to. My mom is right, I have to focus more on school and none of these “boys” nonsense. Yet, it’s harder when you’re caught off guard. This wasn’t the surprise I was hoping for.
Was there something I did wrong? Am I the wrong person? I hate guessing things, I didn’t think he would’ve wanted to put me through this. Guys suck, however, there are a few gems out there, few.
Terrible week. I did worse on the SAT’s, but at least my June scores are much better than I had ever anticipated =). I gotta have a little more faith. I need to put that faith towards God. I can’t pray to him only when I need him, I should know better than that.
Stay strong,
Caress.
So, we (my fellow IBers) have 3 essays due before midnight tonight … Splendid idea to have it due Halloween night. -_- Yes, yes I know .. it should have been done by now since it was assigned a while ago. Somehow I can’t help doing it last minute though? ): ‘Cause when I finally find the time to work on a long-term assignment, I feel the need to rest and just relax. Sigh. I’m going to try to get these papers out of the way by 5:00 at least and then I’ll be able to go out tonight and party.
WOO! Focus, Sheena, focus.
Damndamndamn. Tonight was supposed to be a good night seeing as I was attending a halloween party at my friend’s house with a lot of my friends. So my friendboy, Renz, picked me up from my house around 7.. I then asked if we could go to white castle since I was hungry and I haven’t eaten all day. When we were entering White Castle, this car backed up without looking to see if there were any cars coming towards him and then BAM. He hit us or we hit him. This left a huge effin’ dent on my friend’s car … I started crying as I felt the pain and regret he was feeling. He was so mad about the accident - more so he was mad at himself rather than the other driver. Oh and by the way, that douchebag just drove off. IDIOT. This world is so full idiots, I swear… Thank God neither of us were hurt though… But still. Insurance. Money. Worrying. Anxiousness. Parents.. He’s gonna have to deal with that tonight or in the morning when he tells his parents, and I feel SO horrible .. Somehow I feel like it was partially my fault because I just had to go ask to go to White Castle, right? I just had to. Really now Sheena… Why couldn’t you have just eaten at home? Ugh. I hope he’s okay. I hope he’ll be okay. Sigh. =\
Dear my dearly beloved RY,
I knew I shouldn’t have told my mom about the S.M. thing this early. I hate it when I tell her something and then she goes to tell the whole world! I mean, come on, if I wanted to tell the whole entire world I could’ve done that myself. So anyway, she was telling my sister about it this morning and she thinks I couldn’t hear her. Are you serious!?! I know and hear things-especially if it’s about me! Normally, I wouldn’t be angry if she supported me, but ummm let’s see, SHE DOESN’T EVEN SUPPORT ME! She thinks I’m just fooling around, but I can tell you now I’m very serious about this. And better yet, she told my sister and she doesn’t support me either! Great now I have more people who know about the S.M. thing and don’t support me. So yea besides the fact that they don’t support me, my sister was laughing at me. Yea thanks a lot, that makes me feel so good -_- I’d be fine if she supported me and she was happy for me, but no that’s not the case here. Anyway, I just don’t care anymore, I’ll prove that I’m serious about it, just watch. At least I know there are still people who support and believe in me, and I’ll try my best not to let them down.
This story is about a young girl who seems to be a super hero balancing the struggles of her home life, school life, and work life all at once.
Monday is her day of from work!! Yay!!! she can take a breather from that part but she still has school and home life. School work is finished at 11 but there is still college stuff to handle. What does this super worker do? choose rest or college apps? of course she chooses rest because tomorrow is another BIG day ahead of her.
Every class went by and seemed to be okay. JDubbz arrives home and is drowned in family issues. Her mom needs help with this and she has to do h.w. still, but her mother needs her help. So her mom comes first and hw comes second. We are now brought to her school work and she is now suffocating in that. It’s only 10:05 pm,this is the time JDubbz is nice and warm in her bed going to sleep but not this WEEK! JDubbz is faced with a lot to do. Wake up at 6:25, go to school, go home and change for work, now it’s 4:00 and she is at work,10:00 pm rolls around and it’s time to go home!! FINALLY!!!! JDubzz says to herself with Joy somewhere in the statement. And you thought when JDubbz got home she could sleep?!!?!? OOHHH NOO thats where your wrong it is now time to do homework!!! JDubbz is forced to do hw at 10:00 at night and will do it until who knows when! but JDubzz the master of doing it all will do it ALL again the next day….
But lets not end this story this quickly, lets head back to this morning when JDubbz, our super hero, first woke up. She felt amazing because of this so called extra hour of sleep. JDubbz went to school and was attacked by work as always, she handled the first 4 classes with ease. Then came lunch but she doesn’t attend the best ‘class’ of the day because she is obligated to her human rights project
Hopefully she can survive her crazy life…who am i kidding JDubbz is a super hero how can she not do it all?!?!!? That’s all for now, continue reading for the next chapter of ‘Life of JDubbz’ and you can see how she manages the next struggle in her life. TTFN
Dear Oppa,
Plz feel better very soon. I heard that you went into the hospital this morning because you had the swine flu. I’m very worried, but I’m sure you’ll be okay… right? Other people have it too and they’re fine now so there’s no way you won’t. You have to feel better, you still have to do a lot. You can’t be lazy and not do those things. If you don’t do them, I’ll be very disappointed in you. Other people people will be disappointed in you. I know you don’t want to disappoint anyone especially the ones who believe in you. It’s hard to pretend nothing’s wrong, but I’ll keep trying to smile because I know you wouldn’t want me to cry. I promise you oppa, I’ll be strong, but you have to be strong as well. You’re not only being strong for me, you’re being strong for everyone who loves and believes in you, and most importantly, you’re being strong for yourself. I really really wanna go visit you, but I can’t. It’s ok though, right? You have many other people who visit you and keep you company, like the other oppas-I just hope they don’t bother you too much. Anyway, what I wanna say is feel better soon and show me the smile you’ve always had before =). If you smile, I’ll smile.
I’m really proud Ruby’s doing her homework.
*high five*
I have to make this short because I’m writing an essay I should have written yesterday. I know, I know, this time, it’s my fault.
Today wasn’t so fantastic. My Group 4 project flopped, I made a classmate cry, I pretty much failed religion in one day because most of the time I have important work to do, and I’m really, really unsure about a lot of my relationships. Oh welllllll. I’m done with trying to make everyone happy.
I also have to work on my art photo series tomorrow because today absolutely failed. I’m really not sure how I’m going to go about it anyhow. I hate this project.
Le sigh.
On the upside, I’m very excited for a 3 day weekend. That’s not sleep time, that’s catch up time, what I think any IB student is grateful for!
so the last couple of days have been very hectic and the fact that my parents keep argueing doesnt make it any better but ive lived to learn things like this happen so its been a whatever kinda of situation to me… even though my health blogs are already done with i figured this was the only place i could really vent without getting judged so i decided that i would keep on blogging:]! ive officially started three applications and i am going back to rutger’s for another sftball clinic that i am very excited for!….hopefully God has a surpirse for me and i can get a softball scholarship but im not holding my breath because my SAT scores werent so great.. other than that this weekend i went to NYC to see the Yankee parade and it was very exciting..i guess the only bad things about is would be that there were to many people to even breath and there were alot of fights going plus just to make my day it had to be atleast 20 degrees outside! -_________-. but either way i had so much fun with Nicole Lugo, Daniela DeBari and Kierstyn Callahan the best people in the world. So as far as my stresses ive been doing very well trying to keep on top of things and not loosing my mind.
Love, torilovesyourface
For the first time in my life i am really very stressed. Between college applications, that blue paper i forgot the name of but is very important for college..lol, money, and work i am about to scream. i want to get everything done but its so hard espically with my schedule changing everyday. i can never have a planned day the way i want to because if my mother doesnt ask for anything, someone else will kindly fill in the space. i just wish there was one day i could just breath, sleep, and relax. i feel like i dont have time for myself anymore because everything and everbybody take all of my time and its hard to tell someone no or move my schedule, not like its not switched enough. when i try to sleep i find that when i wake up im more tired than when i first went to sleep. i just wish there was a way to do everything without killing myself. i feel like one day im just going to reach a point of no return and break.
life of an Ib student
toss and turns ups and downs this is how my wordings sound
Tok, chemistry are such a mystery
crazy math drives me insane
i wish that i could find my brain
may someone help me find my mind
Found it! it is in group 4, ee, ia, and must i name more
i love writing poetry because it is a great way to relieve stress. even as i write i am still a little stressed but less than before. i just wish all the seniors had a week off to do nothing but rest. it seems like whenever we get a break the teachers give us more work than ususal, with the exception of you Mr. Hawthorne :-). we all just need to rest and relax before all sanity is lost.
ugh! another day at ib and i still havent slept. but i will not only talk about the bad things in this blog. i have accomplised to get about three college applications done, many essays, and have caught up on my work. i am so relieved to know that some things are finally getting accomplised. With all this all my plate how can one accomplish sleep? i guess this is the hard work that comes along with college. even taking the time out to write this bolg is stressfull because my mind is worried about the chores that awaits me when i am finish not mentioning the lack of quietness that surrounds me.
There are so many different things on my mind and they are all causing me so much stress. Stress is just one of those words, it is really hard to define and say exactly what causes it. It is unincredibly annoying and I hate it oh so unbelievably much. Lets get started with one thing that kind of stresses me out. There are so many on my mind, but for this blog, I’ll stick with this assignment. It was do about a week or two ago and all I had to do was write three blogs, so I wrote two the day before it was due. The reason why I’m back here again today is, because I had Mr. Hawthorn as a sub today and he decides to tell me that I only did one blog. Well, I did three, but I think that I didn’t log in right when I went to do two of them. Now, I have even more extra homework than I already had tonight, because I was absent yesterday and couldn’t get any work done this weekend. on top of all of this, it’s the end of the marking period, everything needs to be in immediately and it just adds to my stress, annoyances, and all of things I need to do. Now, let me go so that I can finish my third and final blog and all of the other stupid work and stress junk I have to do. Now hopefully, I’m signed in roght and you get you get these final blogs and I can finally actually be done with this assignment once and for all.
Now, I can finally actually get thiis done with and this one has to go all on about my weekend and all of the stupid stuff and stress tat bounced in there. Well, last week, I was trying to apply to college, I got some done, but still not much, I need to keep working on that and improving it. Well, I was doing and I kept going with it, but I just kept needing to work on other things too. So, when I’d go to do my college apps, I’d get an email that I need to do yet another thing for a project. Yeah, that project just kept going on and on and on, it’s finally over, but I still need to get my grade. Well, since school kept pushing the college apps, I was going to truly do a lot for them all weekend and yet that didn’t happen, it couldn’t something else blocked that and caused me to do nothing all weekend. Well, that stressor and road blocker was my health. I started feeling sick on Wednesday, but it just felt like I was getting a regular cold, so that was fine. I woke up on Thursday, feeling a bit sicker, but still alright, after school I get home, and felt a bit worse. Well, when my parents left to bring my sister to a dance, I laid on the couch, feeling so lazy and lathargic the entire time. I could barely move at all, I felt so sick. When, my mother finally got home, my brother came to take my temperature, and it was 104. After a few minutes, my mother comes into the rooms and tells me to get my shoes on and that we were going to the doctors immediately. We went and as soon as the doctor looked at me, he told me that I had swinme flu. You could probably just imagine what that means. Nothing but rest, I wasn’t in school from Thursday until Tuesday, no SAT’s. I slept all day and all weekend, I couldn’t go out and I couldn’t do anything. It was just an annoying stressful set back, I didn’t do anything all weekend, I just did my homework Tody and I still have to finish those stupid and annoying college apps. Ok I got to go now so I can actually get something done and stop wasting time and hopefully, you actuallly get this and get to hear my stress stories.
Dear self,
Preparing for college is getting harder each minute. But my college interview was successfull, woot. Good job.
Although I have to admit that classes have been getting more difficult, I’m finding myself being more pessimistic about my grades. I mean, I’m trying and getting such low grades. -__- I wanted to get a decent overall GPA for my transcript. Ugh.
Why must school be my priority right now?
I rather play Pokemon all day.
-Lib
Dear.
I think I am almost recovered from the sickness…..
guyz.
I am begging you- IF, you are sick? don’t come to school.
And when I say sick, it’s not just a flu,
If I go to school and I see ppl sick as hell in school
I swear the god I will tell teacher and send you home.
Cuz, I do not want to feel sick again.
Last wk was almost a hell for me.
coughing, in the bed forever, blowing nose…. T-T
It was really really bad.
Take care of yourself guyz.
Anyway, college admission doesn’t care that you were sick or not.
-J
Dear E,
I hope you did good on your exam…
You did a lot of work on it.
I always pray for you , so hopefully you enjoyed(?) it..
^^
I miss you like usual.
Now, I am almost fully covered by cold..
It was funny that I went to school once before (last wk)
and guess what
there was a rumor,
ppl thought that I was in hospital…
Well, yes I had a fever almost 104 …but, just went to hospital for check up.
But, ppl thought I went to emergency room or something.
But, in a good side, it means ppl care about me , ryt?
^-^ so …. yeah
BTW, take care, I don’t want you to get sick, oki?
cuz,, I know you will be whinnin to me all the time haha >.<
Call you later~
By. J ———–
Dear my dearly beloved RY,
Happy Thanksgiving. Ok so you know today is Thanksgiving right? Isn’t Thanksgiving supposed to be a happy day? It should be, but obviously not for me. As you may know, tomorrow is the S.M. thing. I’m so excited but then again I’m also scared. This means so much to me, but I can’t really tell my mom what S.M. really is, well, not until I know I actually made it. Well she’s over-reacting AGAIN! How come she just can’t trust me? Does she really think I’m that stupid? I know what I’m doing, I may look like I’m seven, but I’m not I’m seventeen. And now she’s telling my sister to butt in. What makes her think that if I’m not willing to tell her what I really wanna do, I’m gonna tell my sister who is closer to her than I am? My mom wants to come with me to the S.M. thing, but I already told her that if she goes with me, she’s just gonna make me do bad. Then she goes to tell my sister to ask me where it is- I already wrote down the address for her- and all that stuff. In the end she still doesn’t trust me. But whatever I’m going to prove to her I know what I’m doing and I can actually do something by myself. Anyway take care Ry.